not happy

this year i suppose to celebrate my Eid with so much happiness but no...
too much homeworks...
i also need to finish my another project...
i need to study  (i hate topikal test tho)

help

how am i suppose to focus in the class ?
tomorrow i have to skip my Biology and Addmath class because i have another outdoor work to do :')
tomorrow...Biology test :')

lol

well.. gardening today really make me exhausted .. but i'm happy lol...
after a few months we didn't talk , today (yahoooo)
i mean , ya , i offered myself to send back the wheelbarrow to the gardener but then he said "let me send this" .. okay... and then, again.. " can we walk together ?"
okay... that last dialog ,, not actually like that ,, but it's the same meaning LOL  (just sorry , my english still not too good.. i have to use english , or else you all don't know where to find the translator xDD )
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and then... i found my ex-crush ,, in front of the school gate...i just stared at him and he looked at me back.. well.. i thought that just , normal...i mean , ya , he can feel someone stared at him and of course he looked at me back lol... but then i kinda remembered that he already knew that i liked him O///O oh my... so i pulled my friend and ran towards the school gate ... imma blush lol

                                                          Song Seunghyun , (FT Island)

i called him 'Seunghyun' cause his smile... not 100% same , but when first time i saw him , Seunghyun's face already pop into my head xD 

diary 4

well

i'm so bored

i have so many account ..ummm..around 15 xDDD 

but i'm not too active lul

who wants to be my friends ?

 RAISE YOUR HANDSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

diary 3

today ,, i have my quiz mathematic ... each group has 3 members , but unfortunately one of my member has meeting so she couldnt join and we need someone to replace her... many people already knew that my crush really good at math so my friend want him to replace her so badly so yeah.. HE AGREED !

thanks to God , our group won , with 67/175 tokens , and thanks also to my friend and my crush xDD i think im so useless in that group because i only answer the question only once xDD (i really don't have any idea what happen to my math skill T^T)  but whatever , he was beside me tho ~~

so , goodnight , have to sleep (its already 12:19 am tho) because i have to wake up early , around 4 am (bruh) ~~ <3

diary 2

you know how it feel when your crush doesn't want to get pair with you ?

i mean... today.. we (20 members) supposed to clean up our garden at school and there were 4 members painting the arch... and i'm the only one girl that can paint really well tho xDDD

i would like to get pair with my crush but then... ya know i feel awkward with my friend that really look like J-Hope from BTS   o////o

but i know ,, my crush don't want to paint with me so i thought i could ask that one friend paint with me but urghhh.... my crush already ask him to join him so T-T

maybe people think that i should be grateful , especially people that are Kpop fans ,,lol ... ya..he really looks like J-Hope...  /long lost brother, lol/

no... i can't xDD i mean , i am playful , love to make jokes , but he is too serious that make me afraid to make some jokes while painting...

Diary ?

even tho i have my 2 weeks holiday , but i'm so busy doing my homeworks , become babysitter , become 'maid' (lol)  , with my project also (state level yo) and so on...

i love... love being busy.... but....

i cant control... urghh my eyes... always feel sleepy....

drink coffee ??  i cant !